One year ago,I was opened the doors of my house to a person of the family.My intention, to help her, because she was not feel well of health and with symptoms like a schizophrenia. I had patience, and I made everything to her felt good, comfortable in my house. But it was much quaint one and with strange crazes, but knowing of the problem of it, I continued having patience. She is a person that sees the side negative of the all things and very complicated, depressive, seems that she walks with a black cloud under the head! It makes me feel no good, but I am very optimistical person and I believe the force of the good,I feel happy and don´t understand persons like her...

Then in summary, we were working together and always she criticized everything and my friends. In the return for house, inside of the car, always the face was closed, distant seemed and with hatred. Passing of the time I lost my patience I called her "child" (she has 30 years old almost but she is like a child with 5 years old... incredible! ) I believe is not good when a person always work in negative mood,because attracts for youself bad things and her attract bad job,bad people,bad situations and don´t need complain because she is the only culprit because she does not decide to change for better.A person who feels hatred in ur heart does not go far...

Ur life is a true hell! And try to make a hell for where go.

She decided to go away and said horrible things about me and I cried a lot for ur ungratefulness...
After one year,she said to my husband,she was wrong and feel ashamed for all things and now she need a help again and ur situation is very bad. Mental and spiritual was damaged... and again I was opened my house to help and after 3 weeks I feel tired and I need to take care with all what I speak because she interprets everything for the side of the evil like as if was the theory of the conspiracy. This is very tiring.And my conclusion is I can help who desires to be helped!
I have 36 years old and I have 4 children and a beautiful family. I want to worry only about them and I feel so sad in seeing some people destroy ur body,ur soul.I ask why need give force to the evil?The good things in ur lifes is most better.Is very easy to make a smile,to say good things.The world makes a beautiful place,so why live in the darkness??? It's more easy?Really,I don't understand it... Why some people say always I hate, I hate??? I more beautiful tell love,love,love!!

You feel very good and in peace and with harmony,believe me! The problems seems very small and insignificant ahead of the love, the patience and to believe that tomorrow it will be better!! Please wake up!! The evil is a sad illusion,is the veil that has covered our eyes. The life does not need to be pain and sadness. We make our proper world, we are enough in giving the possibility to them of wanting to live well and in peace.Don't open ur hearts to the hatred,is like a poison and contaminates ur blood and ur soul and you feel walk in the darkness!Thus does not need to be the darkness, we have the free will and we can change this now!Sorry the looong journal but this was chokeed in my throat ..

This person is in my house now and don´t look my face and I listen she saying hatred, hatred all the time .This is not healthful.Sincerely I do not know how help and I have that to be hearing horrible things all the time .

It's not easy ,but I try make my peace,and harmony in my house.I love incenses,and the house looks more led..

My patience and perseverance are being dispatch by post the test all the time here.My friends sorry my relief and my poor english.I hope you all understand me. I try to be strong,but I'm human and I feel sadness now.Sadness because I can't help her and sadness to see that she don't want to change..

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